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24.01.2022 The inability to receive support from others is a trauma response. Your I don’t need anyone, I’ll just do it all myself conditioning is a survival tactic. An...d you needed it to shield your heart from abuse, neglect, betrayal, and disappointment from those who could not or would not be there for you. From the parent who was absent and abandoned you by choice or the parent who was never home from working three jobs to feed and house you. From the lovers who offered sexual intimacy but never offered a safe haven that honored your heart. From the friendships and family who ALWAYS took more than they ever gave. From all the situations when someone told you we’re in this together or I got you then abandoned you, leaving you to pick up the pieces when shit got real, leaving you to handle your part and their part, too. From all the lies and all the betrayals. You learned along the way that you just couldn’t really trust people. Or that you could trust people, but only up to a certain point. Extreme-independence IS. A. TRUST. ISSUE. You learnt: if I don’t put myself in a situation where I rely on someone, I won’t have to be disappointed when they don’t show up for me, or when they drop the ball... because they will ALWAYS drop the ball EVENTUALLY right? You may even have been intentionally taught this protection strategy by generations of hurt ancestors who came before you. Extreme-independence is a preemptive strike against heartbreak. So, you don’t trust anyone. And you don’t trust yourself, either, to choose people. To trust is to hope, to trust is to be vulnerable. Never again, you vow. But no matter how you dress it up and display it proudly to make it seem like this level of independence is what you always wanted to be, in truth it’s your wounded, scarred, broken heart behind a protective brick wall. Impenetrable. Nothing gets in. No hurt gets in. But no love gets in either. Fortresses and armor are for those in battle, or who believe the battle is coming. It’s a trauma response. The good news is trauma that is acknowledged is trauma that can be healed. You are worthy of having support. You are worthy of having true partnership. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of having your heart held. You are worthy to be adored. You are worthy to be cherished. You are worthy to have someone say, You rest. I got this. And actually deliver on that promise. You are worthy to receive. You are worthy to receive. You are worthy. You don’t have to earn it. You don’t have to prove it. You don’t have to bargain for it. You don’t have to beg for it. You are worthy. WORTHY. Simply because you exist. -Jamila White, @inspiredjamila Coyote Phoenix

17.01.2022 "Biology is the feedback mechanism for the universe to learn more about itself." Nassim Haramein

03.01.2022 All feelings are only looking for a loving home, for mercy and protection. Feelings that have been resisted, pushed away, denied, banished, do not actually di...sappear; they live on in the darkness of the Unconscious, homeless and hungry for love, pulling the strings in our relationships, our bodies, our work in the world, getting in the way of our joy. Screaming for attention, deep down in the Underworld, they sap and drain our vitality and self-expression, cause us to become reactive, compulsive and obsessive, depressed and anxious, and ultimately affect our physical health... all in their attempt to get us to listen. Until one day, we remember, all feelings are sacred and have a right to exist in us, even the messiest and most inconvenient and painful ones. And we remember to turn towards our feelings instead of running away. To soften into them. To make room for them instead of numbing them out or ignoring them. These hungry ghosts, now fed with our love, our warm attention, our curiosity and Presence, now given a home in us, can finally come to rest. They no longer need to pull the strings in our lives. They now have the empathy they always longed for. So much of our precious life force, our prana, our chi, our sacred energy, is spent on this Sisyphean task of pushing feelings away, trying to make them go 'somewhere else', but where would they go? For even the Underworld is within us. So much creativity is released, so much relief is felt, when we break this age-old pattern of self-abandonment, go beyond our fearful conditioning, and try something totally new: staying close to feelings, not pushing them away, as they emerge in the freshness of the moment, looking for their true home which is our own hearts. I am eternally grateful to the gods of the Underworld for keeping my feelings safe until I was ready to feel them, for protecting me from what I was not yet ready to protect. - Jeff Foster

01.01.2022 i married myself in the darkness i plunged into the horror of my own despair and loneliness and there i found her, the one special person i had always been seek...ing. i found myself, not another one but myself, i found my own delicious heart, my own shocking vulnerability, my delightful sensitivity to the night and my strange love of breaking. i found the one for whom i had always ached, the perfect one, here with me, in every moment, the divine one, the merciful one, breathing with me, seeing what i see, feeling what i feel and knowing what i know, and when i doubt, she doubts with me, and i found her in the darkness. in the pitch-black-void i was finally penetrated by my own deepest knowing. i filled myself and was filled in return, myself in myself and i am whole again for all time. in seeking i was divided, torn asunder, but in this rest, in this merciful and erotic void, i am free at last. i married myself in the darkness and the vow can never be broken for even the breaking is the vow. do not fear the inner hell realm, my love. the repugnant and feral creatures, the unholy monsters lying in wait, are only you in disguise. your deepest pain and trauma will only bring you home and all your seeking will only lead you back to the seeker. the cure for the pain is right here in the pain, and you have been running from the very thing you want, seeking the very thing you already are, and that is why you are so exhausted, but even your exhaustion contains the vow. so rest, my love, rest, and take the risk of hurting. - jeff foster

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